She didn't have to come sit with us during the worst hours of our life but she did. Some days I truly felt crazy. day. For other milestones, were left to only imagine how they would have gone but there was never a true and fast date attached to them. I don't know what it means. I sat there stunned, tears streaming down my cheeks as I watched this manager crumble yet manage to keep it together just enough to try to be strong for that poor mother. I went to a baby shower for a dear friend when I was just 13 weeks pregnant with Avery. That they aren't the only person in this miserable world who has buried their baby and feels like the rest of the planet has moved on without them. I'm annoyed at myself but have now changed it. There has been a lot of talk and appreciation for nurses and medical personnel on social media this week after some completely asinine comments made by those women on the View. I mean, how could I? She wiped my sweat, dried my tears and most importantly kept Avery and I safe through a long labor. Her first year of life was trying to say the least. Why is there so much pain and suffering of innocent children? Everything was dark, pitch black. He nearly swiped it away and deleted it because he didn’t need to see that shit, whatever it was. But I'm not there anymore. She stood by my side encouraging me, pushing me through the worse physical pain I had ever experienced. We don't get to see most of Schneider's relapse, including the first time he had another drink. Growing up, cemeteries weren't a place I visited. She was a godsend. Would she want to be a doctor, astronaut, nurse, teacher? No matter what any of us do, we aren't safe and nobody is immune. But this past weekend I got a glimpse into what it would be like to have a 3 year old. The call ended and we both crumbled together. But I'm ever so thankful that they do. I'm in a new place where I no longer feel the need to wear Avery on my sleeve. I would rather they be fighting as they grow up over silly things. Disclaimer; I do not own anything to do with One Day At A Time, Plot: The Sound of Silence is ringing throughout. She was there in the operating room as I was being prepped. For a while I felt guilty for feeling that way. Next update: This week. Why let this happen? That sweet mom lost her child a few hours later. And every time my heart breaks. Penelope overhears something different from Schneider’s bedroom and gets worried. She led Eddy to my side when it was time to get started. I don't know how doctors, nurses, law enforcement, fire fighters, medics, etc do it constantly. The image of a Schneider-less life came to her unwanted, flashing before her eyes like a macabre film reel. With Justina Machado, Todd Grinnell, Isabella Gomez, Marcel Ruiz. I don't have to scream her name for a to hear to show the world my love for her. Created by Gloria Calderon Kellett, Mike Royce. shirts, homemade banners, the "what I want to be when I grow up" questionnaires, sidewalk drawings, balloons, the list goes on and on and on. She couldn’t actually think that, could she? This is meant to fill in the gaps, starting off with his argument with Penelope in 3.10 and ending after the finale. Her childhood impressions of cemeteries will be much different than mine. She keeps us busy, she makes us smile, she makes us cry, she makes our hearts fill with so much love. She makes me wonder a thousand times a day what Avery would have been like. Most days, I've tucked Avery into her special place in my heart.
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